I’ve failed so many exams, but at least I’ve managed to get the highest grade on one of them. Dunno how. And I’m still very sad that Michael Jackson died.
And I’ve realized that people are so simple-minded and evil at the same time.
I think my biggest issue is that I have had so much knowledge stuck into my head all at the same time that I’m getting slow from it. I can hardly have a real and nice conversation with people nowadays. And lately, I have found stupid people very annoying.
I can’t even have a phone call conversation. Whatever.
My dear cousin Linda has started a blog. Swedish comprehensive, please read. She is a very interesting person, one of the few people that I admire. She is the only one who will provide good memories from my childhood. My father doesn’t say anything (I bet he’s embarrassed) and my mother + my grandmother can only complain about me when I was a child. They always made me dislike my childhood, but this wonderful cousin would always pull me back. I remember that whenever we had a row, the times without her were among the most painful times in my life. I could suffer from sicknesses and traumas like a stepfather’s kicks and a stepmother’s verbal abuses, but I hated to be apart from her. I still do.
She lives on the other side of this country and I miss her.
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A girl took her life yesterday. I didn’t know her. But I still feel uneasy and unhappy, because I wished I knew her, so that I would be able to grieve for the loss of her life. The only thing that I can do now, from here, is feel sorry for her closest family and friends.
Last month I watched Let the right one in. It’s a movie based on a book of the same title by John Ajvide Lindqvist. I still haven’t got the courage to pick up the book and read it. But still, I bought it. Let the right one in is about vampires. But not only that. It is about the willingness to sacrifice lives for your beloved one.
One might think
- Life is full of choices and possibilities. Wrong. Life is full or requirements. The choices you get are the decisions you don’t want to make.
- Life is nothing. Wrong. Taking a life of a useless person would still leave at least one or two other people grieving for the deceased.
- Life is nothing beside your beloved one. Depends on who the answerer is. I can’t kill. I left a cat to die and I’m never doing it again.
- Life is gained from hard work and equal trade. Wrong. Hard work pay, but not as much as we wish for. And there is no equal trade. When life is taken, it is gone. Poff. Forever.
- Life is tough. Correct. Life is really tough. Really, really tough. Life is so tough that we can’t stand it. But life also goes on.
Hope you’ve learnt something.
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Some nazi boys gave me the finger yesterday.
Like this.
