Filed under: good
I ate the most disgusting pizza ever. I should have bought some mushroom and eated them raw because that would taste so much better. How can one make pizza so untasty? It’s a mystery. I’ll never buy or eat a pizza in Gothenburg ever again.
Filed under: bad
Had to diagnostic tests in English comprehension, grammar and pronunciation about two weeks ago, and I’m still worrying about screwing up my answers. I’m going to have far more difficult test and exams to do, better get used to it or I’ll lose myself. Although I did this English spelling test, and got all words correct! But that’s also the only thing I’m good at…
My friend and classmate Viktor is different. He is very smart and won’t go to the classes because he has already been through all grammar and phonetics. Is this jealousy? I don’t think so, but at least it’s wishful thinking. Wishing to be good at something. Something that I can be proud of, and boast in.
I don’t understand why he’s being so upset about my plans on moving away from Gothenburg. It’s not that we are good friends. He has been interested in a “relationship” with me, but since I turned him down he hasn’t seemed to be even interested in being my friend. Although he tells me he is. But words are useless when the actions are different. Besides, I feel even emptier when he’s around. He has everything, while I don’t. He is intelligent and charming, he can get friends in no time. I, on the other hand, keep being mistaken to want to be more than friend with those that I get to know (mostly guys, since the girls sort of ignore me), and it ruins our friendship when I explain that that’s not the case.
With all that, a pair of grandparents that I don’t want to see and knowing that I am hated by a terribly naive someone without a better reason than the one that I got him to tell (which is a closed case already, only that he loves bringing it up because of frustration or something), my plans on moving away grow bigger for each day. I think I’ll write an e-mail to the universities near Stockholm-Västerås-Linköping right away. Who cares about other people. I need to escape from all problems that I’m facing and that I cannot and will not handle. I always escape.
