Hearts and bandages

My finances is going all the way down. It’s not that I don’t have any money, it’s just that I have so much to pay for.

1) My books. Thousands of them, and only for this semester! I’ve bought only three of them and they cost me 700 SEK already.
2) My glasses. I’ve been in need of a pair of new ones since beyond recall. But what do I do? I wait for a miracle.
3) My cellphone. Suddenly it just died. Well, it works now, but what am I going to do if it dies again?

My relations to people is worse than ever. I don’t even want to talk to some of them anymore. I’m so tired of them.

I’m so tired of everything. Take me to a deserted island and bury me there.