Hearts and bandages


Christmas and new year
December 27, 2007, 7:27 pm
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Well, blessings and such :).



Problems
December 19, 2007, 12:01 am
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I’m facing huge problems because of my opinion about a certain thing. I should just agree with everyone else and live happily ever after. Then I won’t be an object of prejudice. Had four of those already, I’m getting really tired of it. Someone even asked meto e-mail him about that, once again. I simply told him I didn’t want to. Why make myself a subject for pressure? It’s like cutting away the wings of a bird.



Guilt
December 18, 2007, 4:16 pm
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I hate the feeling of guilt. A girl moved away from her spot when I sat down near her.

Our teacher suddenly decided that we had an opinion’s exercise. We were a minority on one side, and everyone was all over us trying to run over us. I tried to strengthen my defenses and expressed my opinion. But I never got the chance to explain what I really meant, before they ran over me again. Now there’s a tension between me and my class. I feel excluded and hated. But I can’t do anything about it.



People part 2
December 12, 2007, 8:47 pm
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I can’t believe where people get their energy from, nagging about other people talking on the buses/trams/trains. If you don’t think we’re supposed to live our lives with communication, then why don’t you guys plug your ears forever or just donate your eardrums to some deaf people? You won’t need your hearing anyways. Baka…

I need to get better at brushing my teeth. I get toothache all the time. That’s because I’ve almost fainted into sleep because of exhaustion for three days now, forgetting to brush my teeth. I still do it when I wake up, but I know that that’s not enough.

Had a nightmare last night. It felt so real.



The Golden Compass
December 10, 2007, 4:57 am
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Watched it on cinema, it was quite okay. The book is indeed better, but the movie was very well made, so I don’t complain. Nothing important was left out except from the ending, but I guess that you can’t compare the endings of a book with the ending of a movie trilogy. However, it was good for entertainment. After all, it was for free :D. Albin’s treat.

Met the weirdest girl ever on the train home. She laughed and giggled while looking at her iPod and she shook her head and couldn’t sit still, as if she was on E. She was very good-looking, but I must say that she was weirder than her looks.

What is your ecological footprint? http://www.earthday.net/footprint/index.asp
I got an ecological footprint of 2.4 global hectares and if everyone lived like me, we would need 1.3 planets. What’s your score? Ps. Be honest!



Dead
December 7, 2007, 1:37 am
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So I’m back to school, the practice. I begin every morning at 8 AM, meaning that I have to get up at least 4-5 AM to get things done and get to the train in time. No problems with that though, but I must say that it’s extremely tiring. I get tired at 7 PM each day, yes, that’s good, but I also wake up at 1 AM and can’t sleep again. So what do I do? I get up. The first hours up are okay, but when the clock strikes 12, I wish I was dead. Because I feel like someone dead, but I just can’t die. In fact, I have to keep myself awake until 4 PM almost every day, which I can’t; so the last two lessons are filled with near-death experiences.

I’ll try and get some sleep soon. I have to cope with tomorrow and all.



Fur
December 3, 2007, 11:20 pm
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A picture dedicated for a certain someone that I’ll never like.



Dreamhack!
December 2, 2007, 2:17 am
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So, I’m here! The hack! Going home soon, though.

Met the people that I’ve been looking forward to meet and got to talk with some people that I’ve known about for a long time but have never got the chance to talk with: Nexus, a really nice guy, and rotor, another nice guy :). Awesome!

Oh, by the way, happy First Advent :D.