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I haven’t done anything! I am supposed to:
1) Send a picture of myself for a PowerPoint presentation on Monday
2) Read a groupmate’s work and
3) make an evaluation of it
4) Tell some people I love them
Instead, I’ve been doing chores for my mum and other things.
Monday: We went to the bank, because mum wants to take a loan again. It turned out that she couldn’t afford it, so she’ll forget about it. Right after that, we went to brother’s school to talk about my brother. I felt somewhat outside, but brother has really improved in school.
Tuesday: When I tried to work on my examination, my head was stuck and I decided to go see a friend instead. I don’t know if that was good or not, but it gave me new powers (or maybe the stress did, I don’t know). Then finally started working on that stupid examination, the one that I don’t feel ready to send away. But, thinking that I was late (deadline according to the schedule was 4.00 PM and I handed it in at 7.00 PM, but the teacher then told me after the sending that no, the deadline was 11.59 PM, so I felt sorry for myself).
Wednesday: Met Lisa, we went to town and looked for new spectacles for myself. Specsavers had really nice ones, but my calculations told me it wasn’t the case for now. You know, I have an incredibly bad sight, so only one glass costs me over 1000 SEK. Then let’s add the costs of the other glass, the required examination and the frames, my calculations say that they will cost no less than 4000 SEK. And I simply can’t afford that. Then mum forced me to go to the burial agency to ask about the costs for my grandmother if something would happen to her. I hated that. It felt as I was doing something really, really mean behind her back. The back of my grandmother, that is. Then I met father, sister and brother.
Thursday: Celebrated grandmother, all day long. No, bought a gift for her, hiking staffs for 400 SEK.
Friday: Emo’d all day. But I wasn’t at home anymore so that was okay. I hate to cry in front of my mum. I’m such a crybaby.
Saturday: Watched 60 minutes (about a pastor and Dubai), two Austin Powers movies (total waste of time) and The princess diaries 2 (which isn’t that bad at all, for a followup, that is).
But tomorrow (today, after sleeping) I’ll take care of everything! At least some of it… I’m so lazy ._. Oh, I hate responsibility.
EDIT: SHOOT! It’s my friend’s birthday today! And another friend turned 19 yesterday (27th), and I forgot to congratulate her! BLAH BLEH BLUH BLOH! I hate my memory!
