Filed under: good
I’ve been stuck to this certain livejournal for almost a week now. I don’t know why, but I just can’t get it off my head. It’s as if it was my own. The writer has just taken the thoughts off my brain and but them in words. I feel so close, yet so far away from her.
Maybe it’s because she’s also Chinese, but I feel that I can identify myself in almost all her entries. All her worries, her thoughts, her humour, her feelings… I almost feel the same. The only difference between us is that she already has gone through (or is getting used to be in) all those situations while I’m still in them. And that she’s two years older. And that she has both her parents living together and having a restaurant (like most Chinese middle-aged and older people). My parents divorced when I was very young, now mum’s working at a café while my father retired too young (I think he was about 40ish). Sometimes I dislike my parents as much as she does. It’s not as much with my mum nowadays, but I’m having major communication problems with my father.
I have actually met her boyfriend Björn. Twice. But I’ve never met her. I wonder why she won’t come to the southern parts of Sweden since she doesn’t have many places to go to up in the very north. Winter would be a little warmer here, too. I’d like to meet her. I’m sure we won’t talk much, if at all, but despite that, I’m so looking forward to seeing her. I think I like her without any reasons. It’s as her livejournal tells me what to do so that I won’t walk on the same wrong path that she took. I’m not sure. By the way, she seems very cute and not as fat as she says in her livejournal. I bet that she’s just overreacting. Her boyfriend, on the other hand, looks really… nerdy. I do mean nerdy. Very. But since he’s also so cool, I named my Bukowski-teddy Buffi (which is Björn’s nickname).
I can also tell you that I have two reasons of starting to blog in English:
1) To internationalize it and to improve my English
2) To become as good as Cookie in English
And I still haven’t got laid.
Filed under: bad
Some people really need to get laid, because they get all whiny and irritating about any small matter.
For example, my boyfriend’s “friend” highlights him in irc. He didn’t know, and the “friend” blames me. I bet they haven’t met more than 20 times their whole life. What’s so important about your highlight, Ms “Look at me, I’m trying to talk to your boyfriend and you won’t let me, I have no evidence but I know you won’t let me!”? Now let me introduce this very situation where I actually got frustrated about such stubborn people:
She (not nicely, as usual): ‘Stupid jen’.
Me (after coming home and finding this very neat highlight): ‘Why? :o’
She (explaining and accusing): ‘I highlighted Tobsan, and he couldn’t read my messages because you set me on /ignore on his account.’
Me (not taking her seriously): ‘No, I didn’t…’
She (now only accusing): ‘Yes, you did.’
She (continuing): ‘Remember that time when I talked about bemani being insest? You didn’t like it and set me on /ignore’ <- it’s called “incest”! I think I’m gonna faint.
Me (explaining): ‘Well, I think using the word incest on people who aren’t even related by blood is wrong, yes, but I do agree with you at some points. And yeah, I did set you on /ignore (thinking; since you were so eager to be ignored, I fulfilled your wish, you should thank me instead), but that was on MY computer and MY account, not his’.
She (again, accusing): ‘No, it was on his. He couldn’t read my messages.’
Me (thinking): ‘Maybe he won’t…’
And after some thinking, I did realize that I was right. Since I unignored her a week ago, and that was on my computer, and I have only ignored people twice (the other ignored one was actually Tobsan, he made me angry, but he’s unignored now), so I couldn’t have ignored her on his computer, since:
1. He’s using irssi, and I ignored her on mIRC. I actually don’t know how to use irssi. I’m barely able to use mIRC sometimes.
2. If I DID ignore her on his account, contrary to all expectations, he would unignore her directly after (I never use his computer without his company). Because after all, it’s his account, not mine, and I have no rights to abuse it that way.
So the conclusion? I didn’t do anything. So please stop trying to make excuses to pick a fight. I’ll never be in that mood for people like you.
Now I’m going to get laid.
