Hearts and bandages


Decisions
July 11, 2007, 11:49 pm
Filed under: good

I’ve been thinking for a long time now, and I’ve finally made a couple of decisions:

1) Start blogging in English since the Internet is so international
2) Stop thinking too much
3) Start to appreciate myself more, or else I won’t be loved
4) Get better at expressing my thoughts and opinions about things
5) Become dead serious with college (university)
6) Leave things be and let time decide when it’s time for them to happen
7) Appreciate the ones that love me, meaning, less thinking about myself
8) Fully rely on God (F.R.O.G.)
9) Show more love to my family, since I won’t be seeing them as much
10) Stop whining and demanding more about what I’ve already got
11) Eat more healthy and less hamburgers
12) Listen carefully to what people have to say instead of trying my fulliest to get them to understand my thoughts
13) Let Albin be

These are a few things of the things that I’ve been thinking about. Really, there’s more, but these are the most important things. And I guess it took a long time to make these decisions.

When I was on my way home, I saw an elder woman on a bicycle. She moaned while bicycling. She actually, really, literally moaned. I felt disgusted. What if I start moaning while walking in about 30 years?

I also saw a man walking in the middle of a road. I mean it, it was in the middle. If he was trying to commit suicide, I bet he failed. And a couple of small guys were picking up a fight with an older man. I felt sorry for the man. He looked bored.

I’ve just got my first reply from the university application I got on 237th place in Laws, and got into the English teacher’s and French (advanced grade). I decided to say ‘yes, thank you’ to them all. Another decision made. But not really a tough one, though. So now I’ll just wait again. For the second reply.

Less than a week to the camp! I’m so looking forward to it. Yann Tsui is in my group! She’s the cutest. I’d love to have her in my group.


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Good for you! I hope you really can live up to all these decisions and that it feels right for you!
*hug*

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